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(BL) Mafia Love; He who falls the hardest loses
(BL) Mafia Love; He who falls the hardest loses
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Haruki spent years perfecting his ruthless façade as a Yakuza chairman, commanding fear and respect from all who encountered him. One glance from Hiroshi shattered that carefully constructed empire—his walls crumbled under the weight of a warmth he'd never permitted himself to need.
A bullied teenager transformed into an infamous player. When Haruki discovered his grandfather's dying wish—an heir for his powerful clan—everything changed. Under rigorous training, the boy once tormented for his beauty emerged as a formidable leader, collecting broken hearts with calculated indifference. The dormant spirit of a great clan leader awakened within him, forging his reputation as unstoppable.
Then came Hiroshi, the new family doctor assuming his predecessor's role. The Mafia boss, accustomed to conquest, met his match in a man determined to dismantle his defenses rather than surrender to them.
What ensues is a psychological battle where neither can afford to lose. Hiroshi refuses to let Haruki reshape his world alone—he demands the same vulnerability in return. Between bloodshed and underground warfare, two men navigate the turbulent waters of unexpected desire.
Haruki's inner monologue wars against his nature: *"This isn't what I want. I can't afford weakness. I will never fall in love."* Yet Hiroshi's presence—his smile, his voice, his embrace—proves irresistible. The doctor challenges him at every turn: *"It's okay to be vulnerable with me."* Haruki's resistance crumbles into possession: *"You are completely mine."*
A dominant Yakuza boss with a history of fleeting conquests faces a kindhearted, muscular doctor who sees past the armor. Their collision ignites passion amid the criminal underworld, where strength becomes measured not by ruthlessness but by the courage to love.
Warning: Contains explicit content, a powerful bottom character, romantic intensity, and abundant sweetness wrapped in a darker world.
A bullied teenager transformed into an infamous player. When Haruki discovered his grandfather's dying wish—an heir for his powerful clan—everything changed. Under rigorous training, the boy once tormented for his beauty emerged as a formidable leader, collecting broken hearts with calculated indifference. The dormant spirit of a great clan leader awakened within him, forging his reputation as unstoppable.
Then came Hiroshi, the new family doctor assuming his predecessor's role. The Mafia boss, accustomed to conquest, met his match in a man determined to dismantle his defenses rather than surrender to them.
What ensues is a psychological battle where neither can afford to lose. Hiroshi refuses to let Haruki reshape his world alone—he demands the same vulnerability in return. Between bloodshed and underground warfare, two men navigate the turbulent waters of unexpected desire.
Haruki's inner monologue wars against his nature: *"This isn't what I want. I can't afford weakness. I will never fall in love."* Yet Hiroshi's presence—his smile, his voice, his embrace—proves irresistible. The doctor challenges him at every turn: *"It's okay to be vulnerable with me."* Haruki's resistance crumbles into possession: *"You are completely mine."*
A dominant Yakuza boss with a history of fleeting conquests faces a kindhearted, muscular doctor who sees past the armor. Their collision ignites passion amid the criminal underworld, where strength becomes measured not by ruthlessness but by the courage to love.
Warning: Contains explicit content, a powerful bottom character, romantic intensity, and abundant sweetness wrapped in a darker world.
- Chapter 1: The sad life of being bullied
- Chapter 2: Pain bottled up
- Chapter 3: A grandfather?!
- Chapter 4: An offer
- Chapter 5: Tempted?
- Chapter 6: Pretty boy Σ(ಠ_��)
- Chapter 7: A treasure
- Chapter 8: Someone died
- Chapter 9: Year’s later
- Chapter 10: The game begins
- Chapter 11: A punch in his gut
- Chapter 12: Hurt
- Chapter 13: Unconscious
- Chapter 14: The reason behind his raced heartbeats
- Chapter 15: Rejected?
- Chapter 16: Guest
- Chapter 17: The history
- Chapter 18: The boldness
- Chapter 19: Winning...?
- Chapter 20: Poor conclusion
- Chapter 21: Nightmares?
- Chapter 22: Boundaries
- Chapter 23: Forgotten plans
- Chapter 24: Conflicting Thoughts
- Chapter 25: Defined Feelings
- Chapter 26: Chasing a difficult man?
- Chapter 27: Taking control
- Chapter 28: Distanced
- Chapter 29: Reunion?
- Chapter 30: Drunk
- Chapter 31: Drunk with pleasure (a bit of M)
- Chapter 32: Regrets, Conflictions, Broken promises . . .
- Chapter 33: Memories of a night left behind.
- Chapter 34: Complicated feelings
- Chapter 35: One more test
- Chapter 36: Temptation
- Chapter 37: Tied up
- Chapter 38: Losing control (M)
- Chapter 39: Delusion?
- Chapter 40: Deceived to join the family
- Chapter 41: I’m not important
- Chapter 42: Blind date
- Chapter 43: Brothers’ disagreement
- Chapter 44: Double unrequited love
- Chapter 45: Another date
- Chapter 46: Unbelievable
- Chapter 47: Fake Date
- Chapter 48: Meet my Boyfriend
- Chapter 49: Panic
- Chapter 50: Responsibility
- Chapter 51: A painful laughter
- Chapter 52: Bad news?
- Chapter 53: Missing man
- Chapter 54: Ethan
- Chapter 55: Happy Doctor
- Chapter 56: More love
- Chapter 57: Investigations
- Chapter 58: An invitation
- Chapter 59: Dinner
- Chapter 60: A promise to his grandfather
- Chapter 61: A plan
- Chapter 62: His dr7g ¯(◉‿◉)/¯
- Chapter 63: Waiting for him
- Chapter 64: Desire (。♡♡。)
- Chapter 65: Him
- Chapter 66: A deal?
- Chapter 67: A new side of him
- Chapter 68: A visitor
- Chapter 69: Birthday
- Chapter 70: Birthday 2
- Chapter 71: Witness
- Chapter 72: Witnesses
- Chapter 73: Contract
- Chapter 74: His refusal
- Chapter 75: Birthday 3
- Chapter 76: Cake
- Chapter 77: Gifts
- Chapter 78: His truth
- Chapter 79: Unpunished?
- Chapter 80: Waiting
- Chapter 81: Dinner
- Chapter 82: Slept
- Chapter 83: Jealousy
- Chapter 84: Desiring )(
- Chapter 85: In his arms
- Chapter 86: Heartless
- Chapter 87: Family
- Chapter 88: Family 2
- Chapter 89: Family 3
- Chapter 90: Family 4
- Chapter 91: Hungry
- Chapter 92: Missing owner
- Chapter 93: Katoro
- Chapter 94: Jinx
- Chapter 95: Without him
- Chapter 96: A New Enemy
- Chapter 97: Nightmare
- Chapter 98: Dinner Invite
- Chapter 99: The call
- Chapter 100: Wasted Weeks?
- Chapter 101: The call
- Chapter 102: The call 2
- Chapter 103: A scapegoat?
- Chapter 104: Dangerous go-ahead
- Chapter 105: Come back home
- Chapter 106: Watch him carefully
- Chapter 107: A proposal?
- Chapter 108: Do I know you?
- Chapter 109: Happy Reunion?
- Chapter 110: Last nightmares
- Chapter 111: Sick?
- Chapter 112: A much-needed fight
- Chapter 113: His Guest!
- Chapter 114: Lovely Reunion?
- Chapter 115: Humiliation
- Chapter 116: Feelings exposed?
- Chapter 117: Low self-esteem?
- Chapter 118: Bonding time?
- Chapter 119: Brunch invite
- Chapter 120: Drowning
- Chapter 121: Each other’s company
- Chapter 122: Dinner planned
- Chapter 123: Dinner
- Chapter 124: Much-needed pill
- Chapter 125: Gladly losing? (M)
- Chapter 126: Natural
- Chapter 127: Nightmare
- Chapter 128: Narration
- Chapter 129: Healed?
- Chapter 130: Beautiful
- Chapter 131: Envy
- Chapter 132: Six months
- Chapter 133: Pity?
- Chapter 134: Offering to help
- Chapter 135: Alone
- Chapter 136: Friends?
- Chapter 137: Scapegoat
- Chapter 138: Taken
- Chapter 139: Where is he?
- Chapter 140: Accused
- Chapter 141: Returned
- Chapter 142: Cut ties
- Chapter 143: Kneeling
- Chapter 144: Tears
- Chapter 145: Saving?
- Chapter 146: Caring
- Chapter 147: His kept man?
- Chapter 148: Desire (M?)
- Chapter 149: Apologize
- Chapter 150: Third wheel
- Chapter 151: A familiar stranger
- Chapter 152: Alone
- Chapter 153: A powerful enemy
- Chapter 154: Arriving early
- Chapter 155: A ridiculous request
- Chapter 156: The man he wants
- Chapter 157: Two women lost
- Chapter 158: Leave!
- Chapter 159: Marriage proposal?
- Chapter 160: Paid Price
- Chapter 161: Believe me
- Chapter 162: For the family
- Chapter 163: Betrayed
- Chapter 164: An accident
- Chapter 165: I’m fine
- Chapter 166: Mission and deal
- Chapter 167: Deal done?
- Chapter 168: Humiliate
- Chapter 169: Late Night Visitor
- Chapter 170: Sadness and Guilt
- Chapter 171: An Order
- Chapter 172: Caught?
- Chapter 173: What he wants
- Chapter 174: New Plan?
- Chapter 175: Don’t go . . .
- Chapter 176: The Party . . .
- Chapter 177: Released
- Chapter 178: Dead?
- Chapter 179: Avoiding him?
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